Bright spots shining in the darkness

As many of you know I lost my father this month and it has been and continues to be a painful experience. But I have been reminded in so many ways of how blessed I am and I am grateful for the love of a Heavenly Father and the sacrifice of his son and my elder brother Jesus Christ. I have an amazing family who have supported me in every way I have needed and the outpouring of love from all our friends has also been something I will never forget. Most of the events of the last three weeks are too personal to share but here are some things that make me smile and help me to see past the darkness.


The words of my younger brother Simon have lifted me up and I want him to know I appreciate him and the wisdom beyond his years that he possesses.


Getting to spend some time with the jolliest most gorgeous baby in existence, my nephew Max.


Getting to go to London and see some sights I hadn't yet seen. The view from the Royal Observatory in Grenwich is pretty great if you ever get the opportunity.


The peace and tranquility of Colney Wood. A place that has found it's way to my heart.


Spending time with Mum and Rachel has been what we all needed. We had a fantastic day in Grenwich and an evening in the West End and China Town. But aside from that I was reminded of how lucky I am to have such amazing women for my mother and sister. I'll always admire my Mum for the qualities she has and I only hope I can be just a little bit like her. And I feel so blessed to have a sister who understands me like Rachel. We are like two peas in a pod (or a bag as Smithy would say!).


We are continuing to find so much joy in this new home of ours. This photo was taken by Gary in Garden of the Gods park.


The boys got their hair cut today. Don't they look handsome? I missed the kids so much while being in England. I'm sure they will get tired of my kisses in the days to come.